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I don't know what got into me but this sudden adrenaline of positivity came gushing down on me today. I was this sunshiny and cheery girl today. Maybe because I saw grandma. Maybe it's the post-effect from watching <Glee>. I don't know.
 
Anyhow, I hope this goes on. I like this feeling. The + side of me. Feels great doesn't it?
 

《阴天》
笑容少了
说的话也少了
不想去解释什么，辩解什么

25 days to Jam Xiao's Singapore concert
26 days to F1 2010 @ Bahrain
30+ days to (potentially) Macau trip

2010 萧敬腾 洛克先生Mr. Rock 新加坡演唱会
Date: 13.03.2010 (Sat)
Time: 8pm

Feel so sad watching the incomplete Super Junior performances nowadays. Only 9 to 10 members present in recent performances & concerts.
Have been avoiding Super Juinor's news & performances lately.
Feels so incomplete to watch them, especially with Han Geng's absence.
 

I managed to survive 36 hours of Sunday + Monday + a little spill over to Tuesday.
 
Pure madness.
 

Hello February.. :)
 
Time is passing by too quickly. Just 1 month ago we were welcoming 2010, and now we are already into the 2nd month of the year. I guess its true that they say, "once you hit 20-ish, time flies".
 

很喜欢《下一站, 幸福》这部偶像剧。
喜欢它的不夸张。
喜欢它的不做作。
喜欢它的剧情。

As much as I tried to console myself on how normal a day it is today, it has in fact, turned out to be a fucked up day after all. Living in self-denial doesn't help at all because just when I thought the worst was over, it got worser. No matter how hard I try, everything ends up being thrown back to me. The situation never improves. And once again, I am back in my vicious cycle.
 
What more can I do? For 20 years I've been trying but to no avail.