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很喜欢《下一站, 幸福》这部偶像剧。

喜欢它的不夸张。

喜欢它的不做作。

喜欢它的剧情。

喜欢它表达幸福的方式。

喜欢它把一丝丝的温暖带进爱情世界里。

喜欢它那淡淡的忧伤。

非常喜欢安以軒饰演梁慕橙的角色。一个再平凡不过的女生,因为遇见了爱情,而因此从困境中走出了自己的幸福。

 

我忘了。

忘了爱一个人的感觉。

忘了因为爱一个人的那份坚持。

忘了因为有了爱情而幸福的感觉。

忘了怎么去依靠。(我不懂得依靠别人,也不会这么做。不过在很久以前,有一个人让我学会怎么去依赖。不管是累了还是感到伤心时,我都能靠着他,停止着,休息着。慢慢地,他把我背着的负担一点一滴的扛起来,陪着我。)但是,我又回到当初的自己。再次把所有的事,不管好与坏,都自己背起来。

忘了爱情的美好。

 

此时此刻的我对爱情,不抱着希望。

虽然遗憾,不过爱情不是全部。

 

或许有一天,或许,我会找到属于我的‘他’,我的下一站,幸福。

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As much as I tried to console myself on how normal a day it is today, it has in fact, turned out to be a fucked up day after all. Living in self-denial doesn't help at all because just when I thought the worst was over, it got worser. No matter how hard I try, everything ends up being thrown back to me. The situation never improves. And once again, I am back in my vicious cycle.

 

What more can I do? For 20 years I've been trying but to no avail.

 

I am in an undescribable state/mood right now. Neither angry, nor upset nor sad. Just feeling fucked up. After doing so much and having to accept so much, I am back to the starting point.

 

At the end of the day, all I can, is to manage a forced smile and keep moving forward.

I want to be out of this someday.

And someday, I will.

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Wednesday went by with a WOOSH!

 

I was soaked up in work today trying to complete the task within the day and I did it! Felt a little incredulous and slight mental exhaustion cause I was on 100% concentration the whole day. If only I can apply the same to studies. HA!

 

So with a hint of satisfaction, off I went (with my colleagues) to hit the gym at our new office!

Our new office is located at The Central, Clarke Quay MRT station. We will be shifting soon, probably end of January.

 

The best part? The facilities are awesome.

Gym: Comes with a mini television on half the stations.

Steaming Room.

Open-air Jaccuzzi & baby pool.

Open Garden concept with beds, sofas. Think Cafe del Mar @ Sentosa.

1-lap Swimming Pool with the width of about 3 lanes.

 

Not to forget about the office..

Shower facilities in the toilet.

Induction cooker.

Microwave, oven.

and did I mention the panoramic view of Boat Quay (especially at night)?

 

So we gym-ed, lingered in the steaming room, showered & went for Subway.

It always feel good after exercising.

A long day, but definitely a refreshing & fun one.

 

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Hehe. Saw the F1 Widget from ESPNstar.com and 'grabbed' it here immediately!

 

Totally loving my new blog. It is becoming more like my mini homepage. Hee.

 

For those who are interested in getting the widget, click "Grab" at the bottom right corner of the widget and choose accordingly. For the embed html code, click 'embed'.

Now, we just need to wait for ESPNstar to update the details to 2010!

 

54 more days to go!

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Artist:  伍家輝

Album: 我瘋你

Track: 雖然我願意

曲 : 伍家輝

詞 : 伍家輝&小寒&蕭賀碩

 

 

請讓我 靠近你輕輕對你說
別讓我 每個夜為你受折磨
是多麼 不容易才默默放手

為了我 就當作這次為了我
別讓我 因為你被回憶折磨
而空氣凝結了我們的臉孔

我別無 選擇
就算我們之間有什麼問題
依然想念著你
雖然被放棄 雖然我願意

就算我們之間有什麼難題
黑夜 我還想著你
心碎人孤寂 雖然我願意

再讓我 靠近你輕輕對你說
當我說 我要你從此好好過
是真的 否則我怎麼肯放手

為了我 就當作這次為了我
賜給我 你現在幸福的笑容
別讓恨凍結了我們的臉孔

請你做 選擇
就算我們之間有什麼問題
依然想念著你
雖然被放棄 雖然我願意

就算我們之間有什麼難題
黑夜 我還想著你
心碎人孤寂 雖然我願意

心碎人孤寂 雖然我願意
就算我們之間有什麼問題
依然想念著你

雖然被放棄 雖然我願意
就算我們之間有什麼難題
黑夜 我還想著你
心碎人孤寂 雖然我願意
心還想著你~

 

Credits: Video from Youtube - hotstudio1979 & lyrics from tw.mojim.com

 

 


 

很多人应该是从《881》中的OST《一人一半》认识了伍家輝。而我是从《雖然我願意》和《远距离爱情》爱上了伍家輝的歌。他的歌居多是辛酸,浪漫情歌。在属于两个人的爱情世界里,往往独自一人徘徊着已失去的爱情里。简简单单的歌词与旋律,却唱出了许多人的心声。


《雖然我願意》陪伴我有一年的时间, 也帮了我许多。

记得当我第一次听到这首歌时,正是我的低潮,所以眼泪自然而然就落下了。当时的心情,除了辛酸,还是辛酸。这首歌完完整整地写出了我的心声。

很奇怪的是,在辛酸的另一端却带着一丝丝的温暖。每次听完后都会感到安慰。到后来我才明白,这温暖来自于伍家輝的歌声与歌曲的旋律。


也非常喜欢伍家輝的《肚子饿了》


请多支持伍家輝哦~

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The F1 atmosphere is slowly burning up with a mere 57 days away from the first 2010 grand prix in Bahrain.

The first official appearance of Fernando Alonso as a Ferrari driver in the Wrooms' event made it even better for me.

 

26 cars.

Major drivers re-shuffle.

No pit-stop, only tyre-stops.

4 World Driver Champions on the same grid:

Alonso being Schumacher's old rival.

Hamilton being Alonso's old rival.

Button being Hamilton's 2010 team-mate.

 

How will the story unfold?

8th WDC for MS?

3rd WDC for FA?

2nd WDC for LH or JB?

Or will there be a 5th WDC?

 

I personally am hoping that FA will get his 3rd WDC.

But whatever the case is,it doesn't get any better than this.

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Smeh~ I forgot to take photos of Chilly in my office today. He accompanied me for the whole day at work and I gave him a load tonnes of pat on the head! Hee~ If only there is a mini glasses that fits his head, I think he will look adorkable.

 

Anyways, am so glad I am back in office for this week! I have been stuck at client's place for so long that I missed the people in my office! Well, mainly cause there is super low human traffic at client's place. I am forever stuck in a room, either all by myself, or with Jasmine. Am so glad that I don't have to lunch alone this week. Hee~

 

Work stops for this week and for the next 4 days, (I hope) I will be a good student!

 

I think I really prefer working to studying. Haa..

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Artist: 方大同

Album: 橙月

Track: 三人遊

曲 : 方大同 

詞 : 崔惟楷 Luke ' skywalker ' Tsui 

編曲:方大同



有些話妳選擇不對他說 妳說某種脆弱 我才感同身受
我永遠都願意當個聽眾 安慰妳的痛 保護著妳從始至終 就算妳的愛
屬於他了 就算妳的手 他還牽著 就算妳累了 我會在這

一人留 兩人疚 三人遊 悄悄的 遠遠的 或許捨不得 默默的 靜靜的 或許很值得
我還在某處守候著 說不定這也是一種 幸福的資格
至少我們中還有人能快樂 這樣就已足夠了
有些話我選擇保持沉默 別把實話說破 隱藏我的寂寞
妳的情緒依然把我牽動 躲在妳心中 角落的心事我能懂
就算妳的愛 屬於他了 就算妳的手 他還牽著 就算妳累了 我會在這

一人留 兩人疚 三人遊 悄悄的 遠遠的 或許捨不得 默默的 靜靜的 或許很值得
我還在某處守候著 說不定這也是一種 幸福的資格
至少我們中還有人能快樂 這樣就已足夠了
不知道 不知道 不知道 為什麼 為什麼 我的愛
我的愛還留不住妳的離開 卻都總在 等待著妳回來

一人留 兩人疚 三人遊 悄悄的 遠遠的 或許捨不得 默默的 靜靜的 或許很值得
我還在某處守候著 說不定這也是一種 得不到的 卻美好的
至少我們中還有人能快樂 這樣就已足夠了
至少我們中還有人能快樂 這樣就已經夠了

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Fernando Alonso is to make his first appearance in Ferrari colours on Monday afternoon, when he arrives at Ferrari's traditional winter ski event.

The 'Wroom' week at Madonna di Campiglio in Italy is an annual media event hosted jointly by Ferrari and Ducati via their shared sponsor Marlboro. It runs until Saturday 16 January, and will see Alonso presented to the press along with his 2010 Formula 1 team-mate Felipe Massa and Ducati's factory MotoGP duo Casey Stoner and Nicky Hayden.

Alonso has already made his first appearance for Ferrari when he visited its World Finals meeting at Valencia last autumn, but as his Renault contract did not officially expire until the end of the calendar year, he was unable to wear Ferrari branding on that occasion. He also spent time at Ferrari's Maranello base before Christmas and began preparations for his first season with the team.

Ferrari's 2010 challenger - designated the 281 - will make its track debut at the first post-testing ban sessions at Valencia on 1 February as expected.

 

Source: www.autosport.com

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Dotdot & Yoyo

.Dotdot & Yoyo

 

Yoyo: "Mummeh says that I make her look like a small kid whenever she carries me around the house. But she is one, isn't it?"

 

 

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So exciting! As we step into 2010, all the F1 drivers finally broke free from their 2009 contracts and that means..

IT'S SHOW TIME!

 

Somebody stop meh... or NOT!

 

01.02.10 will be the start of Winter testing @ Valencia and that is when we get to see the drivers in their new suit and shiny new toy!

(SY screams RED!)

 

14.03.10 is the long awaited (too darn long!) first grand prix for the 2010 calendar - Bahrain Grand Prix!

Lots of action-packed scenes, drama, gossips. CAN'T WAIT!

 

Let's go go go!

 

I want that Ferrari top with FERNANDO ALONSO on it!

[Birthday present anyone? ]

Go nando! 2010 WDC is yours!

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Sadly, I slept through most part of the 1st day of 2010. Nothing was accomplished. Smeh.

 

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"Love is not a Theory, because it cannot be define.

Everyone has their own definition of love which is unique and applicable to one's self only.

Love is not Science, because there is no law that governs it.

We are the reactants, but there is no guarantees or methods to make any reactions work.

Love is not Mathematics, because there is no definite answer & solution.

There is no rights or wrongs, and there is never a correct solution.

Love is not a Language, because it doesn't speak for itself.

You have to feel it."

 

Author: Yeo Shu Yin (aka Dotdotger)

http://dotdotger.pixnet.net/blog


Please TAKE OUT WITH FULL CREDITS.

 

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Onto something that I find it amusing..

I was chatting with a friend whom made me thought of the "me" 1 year ago. Well, more because what he is going through now is sort of the exact replica of what I went through 1 year ago. As he was telling me his story, my processor was 'running multiple programs at the same time' - listening to him from an objective point of view while empathizing his feelings and thoughts, and at the same time, digging through my own memories. It was amusing because I see the "SY from 1 year ago" in my friend.

 

It was only just that I had this intriguing thought - I am glad that I went throughout that heartache 1 year back.

Why?

So that I am able to empathize and listen to those who is going through the same.

Whenever breakups happen, friends play an important part in picking up the pieces. However for most of the time, they play a role of an 'objective outsider'. They are able to understand & sympathize, but not empathze. They will tell you the rights and wrongs, but forgot that there is no rights and wrongs when it comes to love. They will share their objective & logical thoughts with you, but not realising that love is an equation made up of only (and many) variables.

I must admit, we do stupid things. Whether we are in the 暗恋 stage, pursuing stage, in a relationship stage or the breakup stage, we do tonnes of silly things. Things which seems so sweet in the eyes of a pair of lovebirds, but ridiculous to the rest of the world.

Similarly, for someone who goes through a breakup, one is bound to do stupid things, and friends will immediately jump in reprimandin the individual. I am not saying this is wrong, but neither would I say that this is right. Afterall, who can firmly say that, a 'correct' decision today will lead to a positive outcome tomorrow, considering the fact that no one can predict the future?

 

I went through the process, and I know how sucky it feels when you have a bunch of friends nailing on you for the stupid things you do. One is already feeling emo-fied, yet when your friends throw you huge logical thinkings which you already know, you have to deal with them. It can be really annoying, especially when you are expected to accept those logics. People do understand logics and have their own personal emotions to deal with. But when it comes to the constant battle between logic vs emotions, it is always a tough fight.

 

Because I went through what I did, it have been much easier for me to empathize with friends who are going through the same. It was a learning process for me, and through this, I am glad that I am able to help a few friends on the same issue. The SY from 3 years ago would have talked/adviced people differently because I could not see it from this point of view.

 

爱情万岁,失恋无罪。

在新的一年里,祝所有有情人终成眷属。

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